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I've had a this feeling my whole life. This feeling of anticipation. Every action building towards something. Toward some event in the near future. An event that pushes back its date daily. And that's a hard realization to come to so seemingly early into my life. How meaningless this all really is. I've had this feeling.

Poverty for humanity. The hope that someday things will be different. Poverty.

"I used to be articulate (email from Sherry to Taylor Mali) but that was before the mind dulling pain like background noise."

That's life. That's the stuff of life. A simple mind dulling pain like background noise. Constant.

Everything builds toward something. Toward a "pressure brought to bare" (Dan Mueller, hates my writing, hates me as a student, hates that I didn't work it all out, that I didn't kiss his ass properly) upon the central character. Like the foot coming down on cockroaches. Everything builds.

Written by eris at 1:14 AM

1 Comments:

At 2:55 AM, Kyle For Obama said...: amazing.
Beyond amazing.
True.

And I have a message to share with people, and I think I might know what the event is that is coming
that keeps getting pushed back
that is postponed
that is delayed
that is coming
and will happen
if we don't change our ways
and change them as soon as we can
and might happen
regardless of what we try to do to stop it

and if you haven't figured it out yet... read my blog, message me... I will illuminate some issues to you that may have been previously quite cloudy.